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                Love you,

                        Jess Joy*

So, I was going to post some pics, but my computer takes so darn long.

  Yeah, I really like this guy...

              Why?  I don't understand!

Okay... so here's how I feel about the situation:

        I love how if we're talking to each other and people say to us, "aww. aren't you two cute together?!" But I hate the fact that I always end up saying, "Haha... We're just friends." But I always try to keep a smile on my face. It's hard But I do it.

     And I absolutely love how people talk about him right in front of me, and they say things like, "Oooh I should hook you up with him!" And it hurts knowing they're not talking to me.

         It hurts...... BAD!

You know I'd just love to know how he feels about me. I mean, I guess we're friends; we talk a lot, we get along, we laugh at each other's remarks and jokes, and we help each other through a rough day. It's just... hard to know that people don't think of Jessica and _______ being together at all. It sucks...

       This girl is. . . .  sad. : (

Last night we played Huntington. We lost 33-6. That game sucked hardcore. It was sooo cold, and to top it all off, it was raining! It was horrible. I had some good moments though. Like, being under the umbrella with Rebecca and DJ when we went all the way to the other side of the field to get pizza, only to find out they didn't have any left. So, I got my coffee, and I was trying to drink it like super fast, but it was really hot!! Then, we came back to the stands and we hung out for a little bit, then Stiner told us to go back to our seats. So, I took the umbrella up and shared it with Andy. Ah... Andy cracks me up! He's incubating a tenor sax. =)) So, then she made us get out our instruments, and play Go P-O. That made me mad because we only played that song, then people drank their stupid hot chocolate, and we went home. I was so cold. On Thursday, Mrs. Stiner told us the Clearfield County Band Show was canceled! Yay... So, Saturday night is free. But I'm so bored. Then, the Halloween Parade got canceled last night, and she called everyone to let us know. Poor DJ. She called him at 11:00pm! Crazyyy.... Anywayyy...

                    I'm still in love with you if you care. You have my heart, just use it.

                            Jessica Joy*

All right... So. I'm in love... Very much so...  You know, he may not be the best looking, the most popular, or the one all the girls fight over, but he's worth fighting to me. In my eyes, he's perfect.

       I miss him.

       I love him.

       I need him.

  Does he realize this??

       Oh yeah... I just got home from my dad's friend's house. They just moved to Madera from Virginia. Anywho, their nephew helped them move. He's from Ohio. He's gorgeous. And he likes me . . .  Like I care!  I all ready like someone... He stole my heart, and he's not planning on giving it back for awhile. . .